The new year seems a little anti-climactic this year, which is strange for me because I usually get really into recharging batteries and making semi-resolutions. I don't make resolutions because then I would feel guilty about not keeping them. But I do usually have a lot of good intentions. Anyway, this year I just want to work out, clean the house, read lots of books, stay organized, not get behind on reading medical journals, run the 1/2 marathon, spend quality outdoor time with Ross, go to lots of baseball games, camp out, and get involved at church. That's all.
I went back and read lots of old entries the other day. I almost didn't recognize myself. There were some posts that just didn't ring true to me. Like when I was being whiny and bitchy - especially those. But even some of the hunky-dory ones just didn't seem right to me. I think there are lots of reasons for this. There were times that I just wasn't being genuine. But honestly, I think I have just changed THAT MUCH. I am a real mom, a real wife, and a real doctor. A lot of aging has occurred in the past few years; it has been one of the most transformative periods in my life. It's really interesting to think about how different things are. I turn 30 next year, and I have noticed similar changes in lots of my friends. We are (for the most part) fairly settled in at this stage. For those of us who are residents, the only big thing that will change from here on out is our jobs. Once we are out of residency, married, parented, and mortgaged, there aren't many surprises in life. This was how EBJ put it to me recently. My friend, Erin, and I have been having this discussion (albeit virtually, in cyberspace). We're chewing on it.
Here are a few pictures from Christmas. I just realized this week that ALL of my pictures since before Halloween were taken in some kind of low-quality setting. It is so frustrating. They are 1/10th the digital file size that they're supposed to be. Aaagggghh.